Maybe I’m enjoying the feeling of being stuck, stressed and bored that comes with studying a little too much because i know the end is near. As in tomorrow.
Freedom is only one exam away. Oh what a sweet certainty!

♫♪ I think I’m pretty
without any make-up on ♫♪

ambiguity

happy
currently, here
so finally, fatally. happy

still at the time
mourning that one passed,
rejected
gateway. tonight
and tomorrow, another.

ambiguité.
des nombreux plusieurs verités
simultanément

who calls for one
to exclude another, calls for grotesque simplicity
calls for unreal resolve

tu sais que les nuits
ce sont mes heures sentimentales.

Come on, Ennis, you just shot my airplane out a the sky - give me somethin a go on. — Jack Twist (Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx)